Well…it’s been a while! I’ve been playing on and off…and finally got Private First Class today…after having the ToAU expansion since it came out over a year ago! I finished a ton of gear sets for WHM today, so that was pretty cool. The Valentines event starts on Monday…I wonder if I can get Cheech to do it… We never do anything together on game. He always says I should play so we can do things…but he always spends his time on game doing his own things. I’m cool with that, but it would be nice if he would stop suggesting doing things together if he knows he wont do them anyways. Whatever~

Applied to Karasu again. I’m not sure what number this is, but hopefully it doesn’t go terribly. I know a lot of people still dislike me for one reason or another. I do admit I’m at fault for some of the things too. I know the whole VV incident was ridiculous on my part. I honestly didn’t even think twice about it when it happened. Was just my dumb blond kicking in. But I know someone brought up things that happened back in JR…which isn’t even relevant to now. I was in JR…two years ago. I’ve grown and changed since then…hell…I’ve changed so much from a year ago when I was in Karasu! And the beautiful thing about now is that I know the mistakes I made, and I know not to make them again.

Hindsight now though, I probably should have put more on my application. I don’t know…I didn’t put much about the past because it’s…well…the past. The people that already know it can inform the people that don’t know it. I guess I can hope for the best, I just hope I’m not doomed to my past. Things change, people change, people grow. It would be nice to be given a second chance.